Masochistic girl.

Time to wake up, people ain't gonna be there.

I don't understand,

did I do the right thing backing you up?

Or am I just handing you the knife to cut me up?

Because believe me,

there's already a bunch of wounds there.

When people around me are telling me not to trust you anymore,

am I making a wrong decision to stand by my place?

I'm really tired of all the dramas,

I hope every fuck ends the minute I don't have to see you anymore.

Funny how 1 year changes things.

12 months is good enough to break some bonds and form new ones.

Funny how things seem so simple 12 months ago,

now, stacks and stacks of burden has been added.

Looking back, perhaps there should be regrets.

Regrets for things that I should have done but haven't have the guts to do,

things that I shouldn't have done but did it anyway.

Words that I've wish I'd never said,

but said it anyway.

Truths that should be seen far ago,

but it only seem to present itself now.

1 year, 12 months..

and my whole world's turned around.

Maybe it's for the good.

I'll be rid of you soon!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!