In case you don't know,

I am giving up.

You're not the one for me, as I for you.

我要的，你给不了……

你要的，我不想给，也给不了。

I'm giving up.

我要结束。

你不知道的事，你还是不知道……

Dilemma..

Now isn't really a good time to start anything new..

For the both of us, it's hard to stay committed once uni starts.

What should I do?

Do I say yes or should I say no?

Undecided..

There's more..this is your first??

It's gonna make me feel like shit if this ends badly :(

What should I do???????

此刻心情

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣
這一間屋子 如此密閉
歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡
像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

閉上眼睛 就看不清
這雙人床 欠缺的 溫馨
誰能 陪我 直到天明
穿透這片 迷濛寂靜

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我已不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

Masochistic girl.

Time to wake up, people ain't gonna be there.

I don't understand,

did I do the right thing backing you up?

Or am I just handing you the knife to cut me up?

Because believe me,

there's already a bunch of wounds there.

When people around me are telling me not to trust you anymore,

am I making a wrong decision to stand by my place?

I'm really tired of all the dramas,

I hope every fuck ends the minute I don't have to see you anymore.

Funny how 1 year changes things.

12 months is good enough to break some bonds and form new ones.

Funny how things seem so simple 12 months ago,

now, stacks and stacks of burden has been added.

Looking back, perhaps there should be regrets.

Regrets for things that I should have done but haven't have the guts to do,

things that I shouldn't have done but did it anyway.

Words that I've wish I'd never said,

but said it anyway.

Truths that should be seen far ago,

but it only seem to present itself now.

1 year, 12 months..

and my whole world's turned around.

Maybe it's for the good.