I try very hard to make myself not care that much..

But when I saw those posts, I still can't help feeling...

Heartache? Jealous?

I know that it's unavoidable..

but having someone you love caring that much towards another one that he once loved,

and having no choice but to accept..

Maybe i just need a place to express myself.

她

Maybe there's always someone in our life that is special in their own way..

That no one else will ever be able to replace their place in your heart..

那个她…就是你的那个她吧…

一个我永远都无法让你忘却的..遗憾？

心很痛，但是又能如何？

如果不是我的出现，也许…

是我想多了，还是其实我就是那个不该出现的？

I know you feel guilty towards her,

I know that there will always be a place in your heart that will never be for me.

时间…真的能冲淡吗？

很痛……

当一段感情走到尽头时，一切的言语问候都只是肤浅的关心……

我们似乎已经走到尽头了……

In case you don't know,

I am giving up.

You're not the one for me, as I for you.

我要的，你给不了……

你要的，我不想给，也给不了。

I'm giving up.

我要结束。

你不知道的事，你还是不知道……

Dilemma..

Now isn't really a good time to start anything new..

For the both of us, it's hard to stay committed once uni starts.

What should I do?

Do I say yes or should I say no?

Undecided..

There's more..this is your first??

It's gonna make me feel like shit if this ends badly :(

What should I do???????

此刻心情

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣
這一間屋子 如此密閉
歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡
像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

閉上眼睛 就看不清
這雙人床 欠缺的 溫馨
誰能 陪我 直到天明
穿透這片 迷濛寂靜

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我已不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪