有时候，我只是需要一个可以在我的无理取闹的时候哄一哄我的人…我知道我是错的，我只想希望你能在当下哄一哄我…真的那么难吗？事后，我还不是都会道歉？最近的我，过的不是很好，至少心灵上是这样。我觉得我被他们忽略，我知道这是一个很笨的想法。可是，从小到大我都没有过这样的感觉。一个人自己打点一切，或许你认为我被宠坏了，不过我的确是不喜欢这种回家自己一个人的感觉。你能适应，是你坚强，我承认，我是有点被宠坏了。所以，让一让我，好吗？

I know I'm not supposed to feel like this, but this is how you guys made me feel. Unwanted, burden..
Take that all away, I am left with only this. Well, I hope you guys are really happy there. FML.
Ever wondered how would I think? My opinion? If if isn't because I have him now, I would be utterly in pieces. I've kept myself whole. I've never known that I would find family warmth else where when I have my own perfectly happy family, but it turns out that I was wrong. Fuck wrong. What I overlooked in the beginning seems like a really big hole that I have to stare into these days. Yea, I don't have anything to be worried about now, he has like tonnes. SO GO TO HIM. I'M FINE ON MY OWN. DON'T CALL. I WILL BE FINE.

为什么你的生气就可以那么的理所当然？我是人，不是什么神仙…每次都是我妥协，是会累的…我已经放下了我的自尊，迎合你的方式了。难道我就没有生气的权力？我的生气，每次都被你讲得像蛮不讲理，而你却是那么的理所当然…说实话，你要我怎么做？我真的真的很讨厌这样的你！