Masochistic girl.

Time to wake up, people ain't gonna be there.

I don't understand,

did I do the right thing backing you up?

Or am I just handing you the knife to cut me up?

Because believe me,

there's already a bunch of wounds there.

When people around me are telling me not to trust you anymore,

am I making a wrong decision to stand by my place?

I'm really tired of all the dramas,

I hope every fuck ends the minute I don't have to see you anymore.

Funny how 1 year changes things.

12 months is good enough to break some bonds and form new ones.

Funny how things seem so simple 12 months ago,

now, stacks and stacks of burden has been added.

Looking back, perhaps there should be regrets.

Regrets for things that I should have done but haven't have the guts to do,

things that I shouldn't have done but did it anyway.

Words that I've wish I'd never said,

but said it anyway.

Truths that should be seen far ago,

but it only seem to present itself now.

1 year, 12 months..

and my whole world's turned around.

Maybe it's for the good.

I'll be rid of you soon!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

我永远都不想原谅你

You sure know how to make someone's life a living hell,

just by existing.

Hypocrite. Bitch.

I hope karma bites you in the ass.

小时候总希望赶快长大,

长大后才发现,

世界并没有想象中美好,

不武装自己只会受伤害,

武装起来却为难了自己,

站在人群中, 我看见自己的脆弱.

还好, 在下过雨之后的天空,

依然会放晴.

只是, 我现在真的很难过..

其实知道不该介意, 还是不由自主地会介意。

其实知道事情是有婉转的余地，还是不想去面对。

伤害太深，竟然有被出卖的感觉。

我知道大家没有恶意，也许是我太敏感。

挽不回的友谊，最后一次的哭泣。

从不信任到相信，用了十年。

从熟悉到陌生，只需一年。

一人传虚，十人传实。

I hate it when you do this kinda stuff.

If you can't be bothered to spare a minute to ask,

why the fuck can't you just keep your mouth shut?

Some things are not for you to share,

hell it's not even your business.

Living in a self-created bubble,

you think you've seen everything,

knows what going on with people's lives,

but really, how much do you really know?

Things which I wanted to say, but refrained from talking.

They're not because I'm afraid of voicing up,

but it's because I don't want things to be even screwed up than it was before.

我很想当一个称职的朋友，

能说真心话，坦诚相对，

可是，存有裂痕的友谊，冒得了这个险吗？

My conclusion?

Some friends, turn from being your school friend,

to your closest best friends.

Sad to say, some friends,

who were once your best friends..

they turn into your school friends who you'd barely speak to in school.

Now, how sad is that?

But I guess it doesn't matter anymore.

No efforts' been made by both sides anymore.

Sometimes, I wonder what I did wrong..or was it just time,

playing a joke?

Nevertheless, apart and far away.

Did I try my best to salvage it? Did you?

Hurtful as it's been, maybe it's meant to be that way?

Or, perhaps if we both have put in more effort, it'll turn out differently?

I know I shouldn't blame anyone for this,

but..if there's no one new, would this have happen anyway?

I'm a coward, in a sense that I couldn't face it in reality

and I have to turn to this, to express it all.

I couldn't pluck up the courage to confront this, to settle it once and for all.

But maybe things aren't as complicated as I've thought.

Maybe it's merely a choice, made by both sides.

Well then, I couldn't say anything to this any longer.

Choices have been made..